Wednesday, May 14, 2014

The Climb/The Racetrack/The Life of Iron



The Climb
A hiker was trekking up a mountain one day. It was a particularly large mountain, so it would take several weeks to climb it. He had climbed many mountains before this so he was not nervous. He had begun his expedition days ago. The mountain is snowy and steep. Being experienced he decided to trek this mountain alone. He had a watch with the time and date, yet the day did not matter to him alone on the mountain. The passing days were remarkably similar to each other. He would spot an animal occasionally, which combined with the snowy scenery would instantaneously make any hard work he had done worthwhile. Then, this process would reset and he would sometimes regret his decision to put himself through such physical labor until the next exhilarating moment came to make it worthwhile. He would have human contact at rest camps. He did enjoy speaking with someone occasionally, yet was not able to form any sort of connection during the short while he knew him or her. Certain colder or windier days were agonizing while others were amazing. On day 24 of the climb there was a minor landslide on the summit he was on. Luckily, he was not injured. On the way up the mountain, he saw traces of climbers that were there before him. The high altitude caused lower pressure and he had a harder time breathing the further he got up the mountain. He had to drink water more often and had less and less energy to marvel at scenery. This was perfectly natural to him, and he in fact craved it. He associated this feeling with the leading up to an accomplishment. His first trek as a child was difficult yet he always remembered the sense of accomplishment he felt at the tip of the mountain, like he was standing on top of the world. His remembering of this feeling, and its renewal every time he completed a trek, kept him going during the harsher days. He found he could not invest a large amount of time in other activities, so his most fulfilling moments took place on mountaintops. He sometimes wished he hadn’t found his passion so early in his life because he knew he wouldn’t be able to match the feeling he had experienced climbing his first mountain. On day 36 of the hike he reached the second base camp. He noticed the snow after this point became fluffier and it became more difficult to walk. As he continued it became more difficult to breathe, yet the scenery became more beautiful and the moments of exhilaration increased in intensity. Unfortunately, most of the time he was not able to stop moving and enjoy any view, as the weather was too harsh. This never bothered him; he knew the true sense of accomplishment would come at the top of the mountain, not through any of the grapples and climbs along the way. Nearing the top of the mountain there was little wildlife or plants. He would see the occasional pine but other than that all the scenery would come from his view of everything down below. After departing the third camp the face of the mountain became a steep jut upwards. It was dangerous and quite rare for some one to try to climb without a guide or any companion. Nearing the tip of the mountain he attempted to take a less used route with a longer climb instead of the more commonly used route of multiple shorter climbs. As he was climbing his harness became loose and he fell to his death.


 The Racetrack 

There was a horse race going on at the local racetracks. The weather was temperate, and the man had bet fifty dollars, as he did every Sunday, on his cousin’s horse; which his cousin repeatedly referred to as ‘Maximilan’, yet which the man knew as no. 3. The man had won with this horse only twelve times out of the counted forty-three times he had bet on it. However, he was not concerned with the money involved in it and would come to races as part of his life routine. His cousin was involved in this hobby of his by chance and the man bet on his cousin’s horse because they were related and he wanted to be courteous. On the other hand, the man’s cousin attempted to make a living from his racehorse and was always distraught after a lost race. They would usually talk after a race, which to the man was becoming a burden as they would almost always be abrupt and unpleasant exchanges. The days the cousin did win, although rare, would cause him to be in remarkably high spirits. He would perhaps ask the man out to dinner, often having him pay and reminding him that he made money off of his horse. “That horse really brought it today” would always be said at some point during the meal. On that particular day the horse was doing quite well until it suddenly couldn’t run anymore and fell over, propelling its jockey forward and tripping a horse behind it. The man became unsettled watching this as he was not hoping for anything unforeseen to happen at these races. The officials weren’t sure what to do and one could tell from the hesitant way they stopped the race and called a vet over to examine the horse that they had never had this happen before. After a moment of half hearted anticipation from the audience, the horse was declared dead. The man was now startled, and worried for his cousin, who would most likely be watching, in shock at his bad luck. The man’s instinct was to leave; he was sure talking to his cousin would ruin the rest of his day completely. As the man was walking away from the racetrack his cousin came walking swiftly up to him. It was difficult to tell his mood based off his expression, yet it was not anger. They talked for a while, the man choosing his words carefully. It seemed his cousin had decided the horse would have to have died at some point and at least he wouldn’t lose any more money because of it after it died. His reasoning didn’t make much sense to the man but he would not suggest anything because he couldn’t do anything to help the situation. The man would continue to attend the races, yet the death of his cousin’s horse would force him to bet on another. The man and his cousin parted ways, after discussing getting into the habit of seeing each other if they wouldn’t at the race tracks. The man walked home and his cousin went back to the racetrack. Three weeks later the man received word of his cousin’s suicide.


The Life of Iron

The iron is nestled within the earth. It is part of a whole, abundant, unbroken and has been laying there for a long time, shifting only slightly on occasion. It is connected with other substances, various minerals, which it views as a part of itself. Time is not considered by the iron, neither is light, it considers only its place within the ground and its place as a part of an unbroken whole. Its physical body does not begin or end, yet it is aware of its place as a fraction. Suddenly, this whole is broken, and the unity that it had experienced so powerfully for so long becomes impossible to imagine. It has discovered a physical body, there is no more confusion about its place, and where its consciousness is contained. The iron does not realize it has been separated from itself, like an amnesiac doesn’t realize he's forgotten something. It is heated up, it experiences pain for a moment before the remaining compounds it is attached to give way and it is left alone. The iron is now packed with other pieces of iron into something moving, it does not know what. Although the iron is next to other pieces of iron, it is not connected to them like it was in the ground. They are taken to a construction site and unloaded where they will be used for the foundation of a building. Again they are smelted, this time they are bent to whatever shape is needed. Some are placed within the ground as the foundation, others are thrown away as scrap metal. These scraps must be transported again, now weaker and more broken, to be used in various ways. The iron used as foundation is comforted by the ground yet is forced to remain there without any other iron. Although it remains in the ground like it began, it is placed there unnaturally and instead of a constant unity it only feels anxiousness for change.  

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